You’re not alone! See this website for Survivors of Suicide.
Remembering Your Loved One
Create funerals and memorial experiences that claim the suicidal as full and beloved members of the community without lionizing them or glorifying the suicidal act. For guidelines see After a Suicide: Recommendations for Religious Services and Other Public Memorial Services.
If you have a role to play with the media, it is important to handle communications to the larger community in a way that does not foster a suicide contagion. See Reporting on Suicide: Recommendations for the Media. It would be wise to make this document available to reporters you are dealing with.